Slowing down to a crawl.

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Don’t you just hate when you hit the wall? Nothing you do seems right or feels right? Your motivation for everything has just… gone? I finished my scarf..and it was SOOOOOOOO simple.. I don’t want to do any thing difficult..but at the same time, while I was knitting it.. I thought, this is SO simple, I need something more challenging.

I look forward to joining the gym. Leaving my precious M to go off and toddle and terrorize her peers for an hour and half a day. Let her loose on those poor souls who didn’t even see her coming. ( As I laugh evil like to myself) Ok, I may be painting a not so nice picture of the princess, but man.. she is just a handful. Demanding and at the turn of a switch… the love of your life. Hugs & kisses and the cute adorable eye rolls. (if you think she looks like me on a regular day.. the eyeroll cements it!) We just stare at her, all of us.. waiting for the ax to fall. Oh well.. she keeps the day interesting. Let me tell you… Monday night.. she went to sleep at 11PM.. and woke up at 10AM. (This is with us putting her down at 8 and her laying in her bed for 2hours until we brought her out with us again) How is this possible? I even tried to wake her up..and she gave me that evil look, like I gave my parents when it just wasn’t time to get up yet. So.. I left her alone..and went elliptical-ing. So be it. Tonite..she was in bed at 830p.. she had to watch a little of funny home videos.. she loves that stupid show!
Wednesday is a new day… a library day. I’m a reader again.. it’s been too long.. pick up that book MORITIFIED… you’ll laugh and laugh. We all wrote journals and letters and notes to our friends.. well this is all of it. True.. put into book form. I have a few of these letters myself.. Holly & I read them while she was here.

We were pretty funny I must say…and ofcourse… SUPERSTARS. Weren’t we?